A wave of memories came sweeping through yesterday while i was packing my room.Saw some old momentos and stuff and for a period of time i thought of the past and how it used to be. So much less stress and frustrations then the present. Gone are those days. As i looked through some stuff yesterday in the midst of turning my room inside out, i laughed quite a bit but after a while, felt quite sad (weird? yeah, i agree.haha, kinda scary also. lol!). Did i disappoint others after all they've done for me?I hope not but if i did i'm sorry.
Well, all i can say is that you gotta really cherish your friends, for if you think about it, you spend the majority of your time with them and it is they who on countless occasions, put a smile on your face =)
Monday, August 2, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Wide Awake
Afternoon lectures are driving me crazy!I don't understand the rationale of making us stay back in school until what,6 plus in the evening to do one paper!We should just be given the papers to do at home by ourselves or something.oh well,guess that's how the school is structuring the revision programme,every week we're gonna get pumped with stacks of papers to do.Nice!
No lessons tomorrow, it's scholarship and career fair day!time to get depressed hearing the requirements for scholarship applications!But we must not be overly affected by our mid year results, must press on and do better during prelims and then As!Don't give up, as ms leong showed us in the afternoon, must bounce back! =)
No lessons tomorrow, it's scholarship and career fair day!time to get depressed hearing the requirements for scholarship applications!But we must not be overly affected by our mid year results, must press on and do better during prelims and then As!Don't give up, as ms leong showed us in the afternoon, must bounce back! =)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Sweet Sacrifice
Alright,i've been attempting to focus all my energy into my work recently (at the expense of my daily shows) and i must say, i'm getting the feel of studying back!hopefully this will translate into better results.I pray that it will.
On another note,my mind has been in a whirl recently.Just a few days ago,some old thoughts came back and started to haunt me.The last time it happened was 2 months ago and i tried real hard to get them out of my head and i did,but now,it's back.I hope the decision i've made is the right one.I really hope so.
On another note,my mind has been in a whirl recently.Just a few days ago,some old thoughts came back and started to haunt me.The last time it happened was 2 months ago and i tried real hard to get them out of my head and i did,but now,it's back.I hope the decision i've made is the right one.I really hope so.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
WTH
Got back my mid year results and as usual, flunked everything, even my GP which i have come to rely on. When i got back my papers i was really irritated and frustrated because despite the effort i put into my revisions, i just somehow, for whatever reason, cannot do a good job for my exams these 2 years. What used to be a norm where my grades where still quite alright totally vanished when i step into AJ. Believe me, i'm not trying to blame anyone or anything here, least of all the school. The one thing i always want to blame is myself.
I really can't comprehend what's happening to me at all and its becoming very worrying, it's becoming desperate.
This sucks.
I really can't comprehend what's happening to me at all and its becoming very worrying, it's becoming desperate.
This sucks.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Desperation
The trend of one post per month does not look like stopping anytime soon.haha.well, since the last post i've tasted the sweet and experienced the bitter.
I really need to mug like mad, but sometimes i just don't have the motivation to do so (not as if i should have the lack of any, my future depends on the retest!), but i've since started to dig deep and get on with what i've got to do. Not bad, homework's getting done along with my revision!yay.
Once again, really enjoying hockey.haha! Had a friendly recently against PJC, though we didn't win, the team did manage to score 3 goals (one of which i had a hand in) and we had some much needed match experience, allowing us to put our skills from the many hours of training to use(whether good or not I shall not touch upon). Had the hockey chalet recently as well, last monday to wednesday. Had a real great time laughing, playing and chatting. Got to know more about teammates and stuff, kinda nice really. Our team is getting real bonded, cool!
Also went out with Joofei, Nick, Jacq and Huishan for JF's birthday. Met at City Hall then went to eat and walk about @ Marina Square. Not the largest group of friends turned up, haha, only 5 of us, but it was simple and nice.
Work's calling...and i have to answer.
I really need to mug like mad, but sometimes i just don't have the motivation to do so (not as if i should have the lack of any, my future depends on the retest!), but i've since started to dig deep and get on with what i've got to do. Not bad, homework's getting done along with my revision!yay.
Once again, really enjoying hockey.haha! Had a friendly recently against PJC, though we didn't win, the team did manage to score 3 goals (one of which i had a hand in) and we had some much needed match experience, allowing us to put our skills from the many hours of training to use(whether good or not I shall not touch upon). Had the hockey chalet recently as well, last monday to wednesday. Had a real great time laughing, playing and chatting. Got to know more about teammates and stuff, kinda nice really. Our team is getting real bonded, cool!
Also went out with Joofei, Nick, Jacq and Huishan for JF's birthday. Met at City Hall then went to eat and walk about @ Marina Square. Not the largest group of friends turned up, haha, only 5 of us, but it was simple and nice.
Work's calling...and i have to answer.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Long Time...
Long time no post!hahaha...why?either due to time constraints or just no mood la,many many things happened recently.
First, promos...bad results,gotta do a retest,gotta start mugging again. Dunno why la,maybe its my studying technique or sth,but no matter what i do i just can't get it right,so...i have to use my remaining few weeks to really make the grade and get promoted.I shall plus a lot of oil!
Second, hockey is getting fun-ner!haha,with all the pitch trainings,super shiok!but i'm restricting my training days to 2 per week to help my studying schedule work,many thanks to ms tay for this!haha.anyway,bought my turf shoes finally, red Mecurial Vapour!though its not an actual hockey shoe, its still a turf shoe which can be worn for hockey as well as for other purposes like soccer!good rite?one shoe so many uses!cool =)
Third, watched some movies--Jennifer's Body and This Is It. Jennifer's body was LAME!!!argh...megan fox was EVIL in the show: she played a hot demon chick who goes around seducing guys and eating their innards for dinner, with their nutritious blood as the soup of the day...how cool rite?it's little wonder Hardy left the cinema with fear of hot girls(HAHA!!!) Next up, This Is It was a cool show, featuring MJ. Gotta say his dance moves are out of this world along with his singing...haiz, we have trully lost a legend in every sense of the word. R.I.P MJ.
Fourth, PW IS OVER AND OUT!!!HAHAHA!!!omg, so happy. After one whole year of thinking, typing and writing and finally presenting, the nightmare is finally over. And so, we went to ECP to celebrate as a class (or at least attempted to). wanted to rollerblade, but since i haven't bladed before and since the ground was wet, decided not to do it. So 5 of us -- Shu Juan, Hardy, Andy, Sze Howe and myself, went to bowl and after that went to the arcade, while the rest when on a long,long,long,long........bike adventure!haha,they only returned at 9 plus, overtime le so need to pay extra, but hoped they enjoyed their great outdoor adventure! =)
Been thinking of many stuff lately, both my own problems as well as others'. One of which i hope to help resolve as i don't wanna lose anything or anyone just because of that. haha, hope it all turns out well la in the end, that'll be great!
Alrite, that's all folks, lets see when my next post will be... =D
First, promos...bad results,gotta do a retest,gotta start mugging again. Dunno why la,maybe its my studying technique or sth,but no matter what i do i just can't get it right,so...i have to use my remaining few weeks to really make the grade and get promoted.I shall plus a lot of oil!
Second, hockey is getting fun-ner!haha,with all the pitch trainings,super shiok!but i'm restricting my training days to 2 per week to help my studying schedule work,many thanks to ms tay for this!haha.anyway,bought my turf shoes finally, red Mecurial Vapour!though its not an actual hockey shoe, its still a turf shoe which can be worn for hockey as well as for other purposes like soccer!good rite?one shoe so many uses!cool =)
Third, watched some movies--Jennifer's Body and This Is It. Jennifer's body was LAME!!!argh...megan fox was EVIL in the show: she played a hot demon chick who goes around seducing guys and eating their innards for dinner, with their nutritious blood as the soup of the day...how cool rite?it's little wonder Hardy left the cinema with fear of hot girls(HAHA!!!) Next up, This Is It was a cool show, featuring MJ. Gotta say his dance moves are out of this world along with his singing...haiz, we have trully lost a legend in every sense of the word. R.I.P MJ.
Fourth, PW IS OVER AND OUT!!!HAHAHA!!!omg, so happy. After one whole year of thinking, typing and writing and finally presenting, the nightmare is finally over. And so, we went to ECP to celebrate as a class (or at least attempted to). wanted to rollerblade, but since i haven't bladed before and since the ground was wet, decided not to do it. So 5 of us -- Shu Juan, Hardy, Andy, Sze Howe and myself, went to bowl and after that went to the arcade, while the rest when on a long,long,long,long........bike adventure!haha,they only returned at 9 plus, overtime le so need to pay extra, but hoped they enjoyed their great outdoor adventure! =)
Been thinking of many stuff lately, both my own problems as well as others'. One of which i hope to help resolve as i don't wanna lose anything or anyone just because of that. haha, hope it all turns out well la in the end, that'll be great!
Alrite, that's all folks, lets see when my next post will be... =D
Friday, July 31, 2009
Drowning
Hihi!
Had a fun-tastic last weekend!hehe,went to catch the musical comedy: Singdollar on saturday, together with Nat, Hardy, Andy, Hui Shan, Lesa and Estee. It was mad funny!!!haha, especially Selena Tan, Kumar and Hossan Leong (yes, yes, stop smiling and laughing huishan,jac and nat!LOL) Sunday was great too, had an evening to remember when i went to the National Stadium to watch Singapore vs LIVERPOOL, with my bro and sze howe with his dad.haha.It was a great match that ended 5-0 in the favour of the Reds, so my $88 well spent there! =D
Well, this past week's been alright i guess.haha.but i have been rather stressed out lately, as pointed out by nick and junhao,haha.PW's the cause of it all!!!argh!have to change the content again...sian or not??
On a positive note, my group have sorted it out and hopefully it will be smooth sailing now.AND...games start next week for PE!!!ABOUT TIME YEAH??!!hahaha.
Tutorials have been more productive than before for my part, catching up quite okay,except for some when the guys start talking about buying each other on facebook!Had 4 hours of chem today, and during remedial, ms ma crossed out my entire answer to a question, though there were some parts correct!!thanks ms ma =)...lol.
Joo Fei and Hui Shan have been telling me to update regularly, so i'm going to try,haha.Going Sengkang for training tmr, looking forward to it!
Oh yeah,still need to find that blasted file..zzz.. -.-
Had a fun-tastic last weekend!hehe,went to catch the musical comedy: Singdollar on saturday, together with Nat, Hardy, Andy, Hui Shan, Lesa and Estee. It was mad funny!!!haha, especially Selena Tan, Kumar and Hossan Leong (yes, yes, stop smiling and laughing huishan,jac and nat!LOL) Sunday was great too, had an evening to remember when i went to the National Stadium to watch Singapore vs LIVERPOOL, with my bro and sze howe with his dad.haha.It was a great match that ended 5-0 in the favour of the Reds, so my $88 well spent there! =D
Well, this past week's been alright i guess.haha.but i have been rather stressed out lately, as pointed out by nick and junhao,haha.PW's the cause of it all!!!argh!have to change the content again...sian or not??
On a positive note, my group have sorted it out and hopefully it will be smooth sailing now.AND...games start next week for PE!!!ABOUT TIME YEAH??!!hahaha.
Tutorials have been more productive than before for my part, catching up quite okay,except for some when the guys start talking about buying each other on facebook!Had 4 hours of chem today, and during remedial, ms ma crossed out my entire answer to a question, though there were some parts correct!!thanks ms ma =)...lol.
Joo Fei and Hui Shan have been telling me to update regularly, so i'm going to try,haha.Going Sengkang for training tmr, looking forward to it!
Oh yeah,still need to find that blasted file..zzz.. -.-
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